"Accolades For Valor" by Matthew Johnson (1993): "She goes through life, gliding, a benevolent seer/ Stopping constantly to aid those in need, those not even dear/ I, an individual, swept up in the storm/ Of a woman, who, in search of herself, defies the norm/ As I, an outcast, fighting myself, yet daring to believe/ That if I ask her aid and succor (and possibly love) she won’t leave/ Giving her heart, mind and soul to every known cause/ Causing me to look about my selfish malestrom, and in introspection give pause/ For all her words, she won’t write about me, does she fail to perceive/ What the object knows to be true and what make believe—/ Words rarely present, presence much more of one/ Is to wish for more as good as wishing for the sun?/ Energy is precious, as I know well to be true/ And I am curious to know, Lorraine, what I can ask of you/ Names are important, they make us who we are/ Much more important than people give credit, by far/ The masses may cry “Lori!” and let them do so!/ For the numbers who call that cannot understand/ They will never know the Lorraine inside, the one crying to live/ Will be forever frustrated by those whose minds are like a sieve/ There may be those who rob her of her world, let them scratch the skin/ They are as pinpricks to the steel within/ These accolades are not exaggeration, not pretentious/ I Just want you to know that there is at least one who is conscious/ That the world is a better place for the life of a woman named Lorraine."

Wednesday, May 15, 1996

Color Diagnosis












Looking at blue,
under the blue,
I am blue.

Filled with dread,
in my head,
I see red.

Aura green;
Envy their scene;
not serene;

Dipped in gray;
all my days;
come what may

May 15, 1996

Saturday, May 04, 1996

Shadowchaser

Can't be there to see with my eyes,
but it's entirely, I realize,
all things that come forth to my ear,
are all things, such a pleasure to hear!

How can I tell you from miles away,
just how proud of you I am today?
To see you walk in cap and gown--

how I wish I was around!

I remember all things--good and bad,
and those up-and-down times we've had,
but I've watched you mature
in mind, body, soul and more.

I've watched you come from lower ground
to the top with a leap and a bound.
I hope to see you keep on rising,
at the same time realizing,

you've got what it takes!
Of you're future, you're the master!
You used to feel trapped in my shadow,
but now you are the caster!

May 4, 1996