"Accolades For Valor" by Matthew Johnson (1993): "She goes through life, gliding, a benevolent seer/ Stopping constantly to aid those in need, those not even dear/ I, an individual, swept up in the storm/ Of a woman, who, in search of herself, defies the norm/ As I, an outcast, fighting myself, yet daring to believe/ That if I ask her aid and succor (and possibly love) she won’t leave/ Giving her heart, mind and soul to every known cause/ Causing me to look about my selfish malestrom, and in introspection give pause/ For all her words, she won’t write about me, does she fail to perceive/ What the object knows to be true and what make believe—/ Words rarely present, presence much more of one/ Is to wish for more as good as wishing for the sun?/ Energy is precious, as I know well to be true/ And I am curious to know, Lorraine, what I can ask of you/ Names are important, they make us who we are/ Much more important than people give credit, by far/ The masses may cry “Lori!” and let them do so!/ For the numbers who call that cannot understand/ They will never know the Lorraine inside, the one crying to live/ Will be forever frustrated by those whose minds are like a sieve/ There may be those who rob her of her world, let them scratch the skin/ They are as pinpricks to the steel within/ These accolades are not exaggeration, not pretentious/ I Just want you to know that there is at least one who is conscious/ That the world is a better place for the life of a woman named Lorraine."

Monday, November 22, 1993

Soul Thieves

They can't take my past away.
They can't take away my future,
but they tried, by taking now.

They stole my words;
robbed me of my possessions;
took away my emotions
when they seized my expression.

Although it could be worse;
Although I wasn't harmed;
By stealing my verse,
they set off an alarm.

I realize how much power they have;
They--the unknown stranger;
What an ugly shadow they've cast;
Filling my world with danger.

I'd like to say it doesn't phase me.
They can take my objects, but not my soul,
but I have to say it makes me crazy!
They took a sliver of my soul!

They took pieces of me
that can't be replaced.
They took more than my keys
to my home and work place.

The worst part of all
is to them it means nothing.
It is of no use.
It's just a few somethings.

They'll rummage through it all,
searching for worth,
and when they find nothing,
they'll throw it in the dirt.

So, there's no gain.
Hope it was worth my pain!

Those fucking assholes
are probably at it again!

November 22, 1993