"Accolades For Valor" by Matthew Johnson (1993): "She goes through life, gliding, a benevolent seer/ Stopping constantly to aid those in need, those not even dear/ I, an individual, swept up in the storm/ Of a woman, who, in search of herself, defies the norm/ As I, an outcast, fighting myself, yet daring to believe/ That if I ask her aid and succor (and possibly love) she won’t leave/ Giving her heart, mind and soul to every known cause/ Causing me to look about my selfish malestrom, and in introspection give pause/ For all her words, she won’t write about me, does she fail to perceive/ What the object knows to be true and what make believe—/ Words rarely present, presence much more of one/ Is to wish for more as good as wishing for the sun?/ Energy is precious, as I know well to be true/ And I am curious to know, Lorraine, what I can ask of you/ Names are important, they make us who we are/ Much more important than people give credit, by far/ The masses may cry “Lori!” and let them do so!/ For the numbers who call that cannot understand/ They will never know the Lorraine inside, the one crying to live/ Will be forever frustrated by those whose minds are like a sieve/ There may be those who rob her of her world, let them scratch the skin/ They are as pinpricks to the steel within/ These accolades are not exaggeration, not pretentious/ I Just want you to know that there is at least one who is conscious/ That the world is a better place for the life of a woman named Lorraine."

Monday, January 24, 1994

Memory Lane

I went driving tonight,
trying to clear my head of fright,
or was it sadness? or was it fear?
It never really was quite clear,

and it was a few blocks before I realized
what a street I'd picked to take my drive.
I was cruising Memory Lane;
literally driving right through the pain.

It was the present that filled me with woe,
but, Oh, how I learned that the past I do tow,
by looking at a sign upon a post,
telling me to memories I will play host.

Good images and things that brought me pain--
they all visited me while cruising Memory Lane.
It was just the name of a street,
but, likewise, a message so unsweet.

I don't know that it made me feel better,
but it helped me get my head together.
I'm still in an altered state,
but I think now I know my fate.

January 24, 1994

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